The beggining

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You know how people say that weddings are supposed to be the most special moment of a woman´s life.

Well, I don´t know if my family's lived in a whole complete different world, or I'm just not thinking clearly, but okay, let me brief you with what happened.

So I had this bf a few years back who everyone thought I was going to marry...but, he ended up just being that guy that teaches you how to be a better person in all ways, if you ever read this, GOD BLESS YOU. And so, there I go, going through life with no idea of what to do with my days, gooffing around, wasting my time and not knowing which road to take. And so suddenly, this other guy shows up, you'll get to meet him soon, don't worry. He just became the most important person in my life out of nowhere. 

Do you guys believe that love is about chemistry and not time? Well if you don't, let me tell you, it's real. Belive it or not, I fell in love with him as soon as we started to get to know each other. It was fantastic the way we connected.

And so, we became a couple a month after we met. Everyone thought it was too soon, my mom got mad at me, and so, the list went on, no one was happy about that. I later met his family, I adored them as soon as I met them. 

Everything seemed to be going the way it was supposed. Our love started to grow more each day, until we decided we wanted to get married.

We talked about it, his family was the first one who found out about it. We started to decide some things about the wedding, but my family didn't know yet. And so the day came, when we finally told them, of course it wasn't what we were expecting. Let me tell you a little bit of what I mean by that...

My parents got married at the age of 21 and 23, so we could say that they got married young, but not that young. My dad hadn't finished college yet, he was one semester away from finishing. My mom became a full-time housewife. I know they went through some economic problems. And I also know that they wanted me to be this successful person that needed no man, independent, strong, probably with a good economy. So now, let me tell you why I wasn't expecting some great "congratulations" from them.

I'm still in college, I don't know what's going to happen with this whole Covid thing, I might even not finish college by the time I planned. My bf just started studying college. Long story short, they were scared we were going to struggle at first. But we decided we wanted to get married no matter what, and here we are, a few months later after we told them about our decision, and they just won't get over it. I understand how difficult it might be for them, but I feel like they're only thinking about them. So it's hard to feel left out by my own family, that nobody speaks to me, or think that I'm just going to ruin my life.

But...not everything was bad, my parents still decided to support us, what we didn't know, or what I didn't know is that they would want to decide everything for me. So that was kind of a bummer.

I shall continue this story later. Probs nobody is going to read this, but if you are, have fun reading my ridiculous life. 

byebye